Sunday, February 7, 2010

1 Peter 5:7

haha I knowlarh I've been emoed.
Not exactly but I usually don't.
And now that everything I do, I know and I say
"Life's like that"
Are they even things like fairy tales without happy ending?
I decide. There sure is.
And it was this day, I got a message early in the morning, it says:
1Peter 5:7. Hugs on Sunday Morning.

So I did my qt aka senyap moment with Him.
it says :

1 Peter 5:7 (New International Version)

7Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.

And then I get some encouragement from kor in the afternoon.
So no matter how much I felt like barking to the whole world, God is still with me.
I just need to tell you how much God cares for me.

life is good. quoted by yw.
hahaha. I now agree much much banyak banyak. faster say im good. i miss you ;)


Saturday, February 6, 2010

Siviks project


wo de friends.

God is good ;)




mess?



Mark says:
he was GOD
and HUMAN at the same time
this means He walked the same dust, breathed the same air, dranks the same water, saw the same stars, felt the same heat from the sun
He lived a life without sin
what i'm trying to say is that "He's felt what we go through"
He's the one who created EVERYTHING
He knew before He made anything that there would be one special Kristine Liaw Shin Wei
He knew everything you would go through, how everyday would go for you, and He still created you.
Surely He has great things in store for you!

Hebrews 4:15-16 (New International Version)

15For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet was without sin. 16Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.


this is surely the best advice. I want to be simple, Daddy. help me please ok. I know you have provided me the best thing. ;) nothing is impossible with you even the messiest thing of my life, the hard to fix thing. and all. because You can even move the mountain. I trust You.

and this reminded me of a verse,

Jeremiah 29:11-12 (New International Version)

11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you.

Friday, February 5, 2010

Trip to Thailand.

Everyone seems so emo lol. tell me why.

The good thing is, I've been for a trip to Chiang mai (or is it Cheng Mai or chieng mai because Mandy said I pronounced it wrongly urgh) just last week. A good start of the year hoho because I enjoyed myself ;) I'll just blog it simple cos' the homeworks are staring at me, you can go check fb larh ok hehe. I'll post up the pictures when I'm free.


An early flight on the 30th Jan is very sleepy. It's more or less about 4 hours but Thailand has got 25hours lol. no lar, they are an hour slower than Malaysia so it felt like we've got plenty of time to spend hahaha.

Stayed in this place called the Scorpion Mud House. hehe. nice place ;)
And they've got two dogs named nam dan and sumo. Nam Dan means brown sugar awww and Sumo means sumo larh yunno the strong muscular boxing people hehe. These dogs are soooooo cute and smart!

Daddy is suppose to go but end up cancelling the ticket cos' he has got work to do ;( this is mumsie's friend. She watch us grow up ever since we stay in Kuantan ;)

Was in the same room with jie for the first and second day. We laughed like crazy till midnight chasing bugs and telling stories. Nobody can ever sleep early and peacefully having me making noise hah! She's neat yunoo unlike me, so i had to like keep my stuff properly. You can always hear her saying oooiii why u simply throw this that blablabla. @@

THIS is not curry tea. hahaha this is normal tea. yuno teh? their tea colour ewww omg never never try it. your tongue goes red and the taste is =s youknowlarh.

Erh this is their famous mee. I don't know what is it call there, my Thai language sucks. I don't think its nice lol but mummy says its awesome. urgh.

And this, is their Chiang Mai's sausages. It tastes like curry powder or whatever you call it.
These are bugs. Such sad case I didnt even dare to touch it. My bulu stands -.-

And then we went to this pagoda or is it temple haha sorry.
Nothing special, just cold weather with blaring hot sun
and traditional dance.


And then we went to their Night Safari. It was awesome having piglets and deer walking around you instead of dogs and cats -,-

This guy we met on the train is from India. wow lol i duno why he insisted of taking pictures with us. They talk so LOUD that I began to get annoyed half way. urgh.

Our breakfast the next morning ;)

Went to this place the temple or is it paragon hahaha i forgot again. It's omg so cold i can't bbbbbeeelive it. lol.

I do not think I've seen anything more beautiful
than those I've been looking at.
I know the beauty of our Lord by it.

Oh this one harr, the Mae Klang Waterfall. D; I don't remember it, I typed it referring the signboard gaaah.

THIS chicken cost only 50cents. which is excellent marvellous wonderful indescribable because it tastes just as awesome as nothing else. lol exaggerating. This is just me ;)

I coudn't resist this, I need to tell you how cute it is. hahahahaha. nice riiiggghtt. Just say yes ;)
the food on the river cruise dinner was bad uh huh.
'Some things are not always excellent even when it is heard so very nice'
lesson learnt (checked) =)

The mango rice ;)

We then shift somewhere else. It's a bungalow with big big rooms. very nice accommodation provided free wifi hehe.

The night bazaar is wonderful but expensive abit larh. They have the best street roti pisang. uhhh i loveeee it!

The next day is to Elephant farm. oh i just love the elephants! I told mum I shall buy a land next time and have my own jumbo. They are sooooo smart that they could play football, paint, put on hats, and awwwwww soooo cute ;D

painted by the elephants on the spot!

the long neck village.

I have more to blog about but decided not to. I'm so sleepy right now, I can't say more. I miss the trip. Their toilets are super clean hahah. It makes me drink lots of water to visit all of their toilet. Funeh i know but h2o is healthy isn't it ;p

Frankly speaking, I'm not in a very good mood these days.
I don't know if my friends know about it but I'm obviously trying hard to hide it under the bed or blanket or whatsoever. Things are really messed up and I don't know how to fix it back. So I'm really sorry if I ever shouted at you by mistake. I know I did.
I just realize that no matter how much you learn how to break emotional strings, it'll never be easy to just throw someone who was once so nice to you.
School's schedule isn't so nice because I go home late. For goodness sake, we could just jump home at 12.35pm every Friday but not now.
F5 is hard and tuitions are blocking play time.
How to study like that.
I don't even know if I could absorb my studies cos' homeworks are triple more than F4.
Things change a lot this year.
I'm just trying to adapt it.
February may seems far, but it is not.
Everybody is like an annoyance to me but i don't know why.
Things aren't so perfect anymore.
But I still love life like how I used to do.
For God still love me like never before ;)

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Life in a mess.


I'm so sorry,
things are getting so undone.
Homeworks are piling up and it shall fill my whole room soon ( ok lol im exaggerating)
I went overseas for a week, uh huh.. left things unsaid and undone like that.
I'm trying to arrange the photos for updates okay. patience.
My blog readers drop boom boom down down low low everything negative. urgh.
Emotional strings are making it harder for me. I'm trying to get 'things' off my mind but it doesn't work everytime lol. I just hate talking to people that doesn't respect me.
That's about it. you pray for me ok ok ? I still thank God for good friends like you ;)

love,
shin wei.


Saturday, January 23, 2010

Shadowfeet

IMU




Well, was suppose to leave this for my updater to update but it seems like I'm awake now and have got nothing to do ( it's Saturday and 7 in the morning now btw, was suppose to go for a tuition and they just cancelled it) And so I shall do this on my own.

5A9sians had a trip to IMU. Just in case you're wondering why I am going since I plainly just hate sciences, I was just going for fun. So you can stop asking now ;) It was fun seeing cute guys there. whops I mean, the doctors were amazing yeah ;D


Seen this before? It's a machine to test your fats. nom nom nom. I've got normal amount of fats so it means I can still continue eating whenever I like ;) Praise the Lord!

heaaappp the girls ;)
Sorry for the lack of photos. My camera was annoying me the other day. cis. this too, I stole from thong's blog ;p

Didn't even study hard for the Intervensi test, my antibody is already going down. You know what I mean. aight, at least I didn't lose my voice for now. heh. So please pray for me k. Need encouragement, and I've got it. God is so good. He provides me with such great family and friends whom truly cares for me. They are so nice. They called me and text me just to ask if I'm alright. *teary eyes*

loves,
shin wei ;)


Monday, January 18, 2010

Don't feel it just yet,


Exam, its intervensi

im still so blur.
forGodknowswhyIfeltasleep

and Miss Kok woke me up "you finished?"
"uh yeahh, guess so....."


Keep visiting. Someone will be updating for me in these weeks. kthxbye




Sunday, January 17, 2010

update for princess

She isn't like this


But this is true


Result


(updating for the awesome princess shinwei)

~ The daily grind of hard work gets a person polished. ~

Shinweiiiiiiiiiiiii is extremely busy polishing herself (school+study+tuition=dying) hence she lacks the time to update her wondrous blog (how heart breaking). And also as show above, she is sometimes stressed out (how heart shattering). So all you friends out there please do cheer her up (chocolates are known to be the best cure for sadness). Hope that she comes back soon to revive her blog.

---->(updating for the awesome princess shinwei) <----




Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Updates ( Jie's Birthday )


Sometimes things very funny one. When you want to see it happen, it purposely dont happen. Unexpectedly, God will give you something better. Something you can never imagine. Or sometimes, it plainly just FAIL. No better outcome but worst. I always believe there's a reason for all of it. Like today, I got so annoyed when one of my friend promised something, but it didn't happen. and he didnt apologize lar, it was the main reason why i got upset awhile. =((( waaa. haha nwm lar. I'm not blaming him that things don't go the way I want it to be larh, but sometimes I felt things like that are telling me something. I don't know if I'm the one always thinking negatively, but when people break your promise, you won't have good feeling about it also right. I got sad for a moment larh but never mind, things happen =) Sometimes, its good also lar, at least I know how to face disappointments and sadness and bitterness and stress... I don't mean to hurt anybody larh k. I still sayang you banyak banyak =D

ok haha, so long didn't blog already. blog saja, all sad things. Itulah negative. I always wanted somebody to teach me to think positively, and the best person is always daddy. cos' he always want perfect things.

So yeah, I've got really hectic schedules nowadays. I don't think it's because of my senior year or whatsoever, but new school rules. So yealah, they need better students. maklumlah, tahun harapan, 2010. We year1993 people always kena the tahun harapan one. I was doing my duty yesterday in 4a6, one boy was asking me why I dowana be born one year later. He told me stupid motive hahaha but it got me thinking larh. I mean, if it was one year later.. hmm... Neverminddd, i love all my friends. I've always been thanking God that I'm born this year, cos' if one year earlier then I'll mix with jie's friend which is so weird even thinking about it =s and one year later.... urghh i'll still be so young and mixing with younger people will be lagi weird... So I still believes God always have a reason for everything.

I've got a lot of stuff to worry about, but I'm still the happy one and still the santa clause in class. HAHA. they know why ;p And the number of my readers drop drastically. Blogger see tht hor sure sad wann, but anyway, I'm thankful for people who are very loyal to check on my update la. they are super nice hehehe.

Tomorrow is jie's birthday but im not posting this tomorrow cos I know I won't be free. haha. *wink* Anyway, we celebrated with the close ones in shabu2 last night.

Gavin and I specially choose one. lucky we only bought one HAHAHA
itu bf hehehehe
itu mei mei =D
my joker HAHA. so funny la. laughed about everything hahahaha

I love my jie jie. I know larh everytime I didnt buy her gifts. Even my younger sis always make her cutie cards and buy her cutie gifts. I'm never like that. Worst to worst belanja lor. HAHA eh yesterday belanja alot okkkkk ;p I love her love her larh. If you are an avid reader of this blog, you can see me praising her alot one hehe. that's how I love all my siblings. Sometimes annoyed lar, but its actually normal ok =) Now grow up liao, seldom quarrel liao hehehe. I still annoys her with jie jie jie jie jie jie. never stop calling her jie jie jie jie cos I want her to drive me, help me, teach me, everything. =D

ok rojak gila liao. I love my readers ;p toodles!
=)